Being with what is Nov 13

Being with what is Nov 13

Totality in Being with What is.

Musings from November 13th 2015.

Like everyone else with a tv or a computer I was watching the news in the early hours of Nov 13thhorrified by the events in Paris…pretty soon I found myself writing in response to this event but something about what I was writing did not feel real. I felt it was a reaction, a need to respond and at the same time I stayed my hand.………..wait, listen, feel digest. Take time.This morning I feel to share the unfoldment that happened in the next few hours.

I have heard the news, seen the footage, read the internet posts and I was pissed, angry …INTOLERANT…and I also felt a kind of disgust at the level of bigotry that main stream pours out like vomit! What about Beirut and Syria and Palestine and all the other places that are suffering daily!

Over the years the one thing that I feel deep in my cells is that ‘There Is Nobody Outside” So here I am totally in the experience. I am resonating and raging at the stupidity and futility of it all!  It would be so easy to move out of here with all my psycho-spiritual knowledge, move away from these sensations, get on my spiritual high heels and reject this and rise above it, the inner judge with all his superiority would love that but this is the deeper movement inside. I breathe…

This is what I need to make space for and allow.

In this moment I am the perfect mirror for the INTOLERANCE in the world… I feel so many of my keys activated right now and they are not all in shadow, the co-existent nature of life flows through.

Recently I have had a couple of student/teacher/friends ask me… “What does it mean ‘to be with what is?”  Or “What do you mean when you say ‘sit in’?”

It takes some stillness and inner listening to get to the core of the experience in the moment. It would have been so easy to just write something in response to the situation in Paris. Something heart-full and touching which I also felt in the moment but I have these little mouse whiskers that are a gift from the 13th Gene Key and they were twitching, keeping me alert, listening to something moving underground in the layers of sensations in the body. It had not arrived in any mental way, no words, it was a feeling, a sensation, deeper in the core. I notice that my diaphragm is constricted, my throat tight.  There is contraction in the facial muscles, fascia and cranial sutures they are not receiving their full quota of oxygen. They are frozen in the face of this trauma!  I am outraged!  This is my human family, what the hell is wrong with you?  It is painful to continue to experience this wounding, painful that the victim and victimizer archetypes are so strong and worse that these incidents play out in a way that justifies more trauma, more abuse, more terror around the world created from hidden agendas.

There is no transparency here!

I am angry and intolerant, grrrrrr, but is I connect more deeply inside the tears start to flow, the anger subsides and I feel the wounds as the inner military that guards the heart makes way for some softer feelings. The belly relaxes, the solar plexus opens up, the breath flows more freely and the hurt is released in this allowing.

I am not separate from this experience.

I see that I am intolerant, intolerant of what I consider is a lack of intelligence. It is simply not intelligent to kill each other, to cause each other harm, based on some ideology that is not even true! I am intolerant of the greed and agendas, intolerant of a need for power at the expense of others! I am intolerant of religions and piety dressed up as righteousness!  I am extremely intolerant of the ‘cause a problem to solve a problem’ approach that continues to work.  I am intolerant of the justification to further destabilize the Middle-East,which in turn has a destabilizing effect on the whole planet.  I am intolerant of a media that makes the Muslim world the scapegoat! It is such a classic family system agenda!

Arrggggg.

I am intolerant that so many people do not see this!

Intolerant that the history of how this all happens is ignored!

I am the perfect mirror of intolerance!

I am also an extremist! I am extreme in my need to find the inner truth. I am extreme in the knowing, that love, truth, freedom, forgiveness, compassion, respect and dignity for all is the only way!

Throughout this inner journey that I share with you,allowing the intensity to wash through my body, I breathe and watch, slow conscious breaths, gentle support for this little body form that is rocked by the atrocities of the world on a daily basis, they are personal.

It hurts my heart to see the planet being trashed by fracking and animals being tortured for no reason that I can understand. I feel helpless and I breathe and my heart opens and expands as more truth arises and stability returns to my system.

I am an extremist, I am extreme in allowing, accepting, opening, breathing.

Life is always in its perfection even though I do not understand. I am extreme in letting go, acceptance, compassion flows.

My contribution is also perfect in every moment no matter what it is.

Love and peace flow, the endocrine system is once more filled with the breath of life, chakras and meridians filling the organs and tissue with the presence of life .

It may be true that as a humanity we are at the parting of the ways, who am I to think that everyone is here to wake up!  Who am I to think one state of being is better than another? Gratitude arises as I see the perfection of the teaching in every situation.  There are Angels all around. …some dressed in shadows.

Existence is experiencing herself I can only experience how she moves through this being called me. Breathing, gentle, relaxing.

In openness the flow returns again to spaciousness, no thoughts, Peace.

Dr David Hawkins wrote a great book in the early 90’s called Power vs Force. In that book he offered his ‘Map of Consciousness’ a simple way to look at the world. He used kinesiology as a way to show others how certain thoughts stressed the body. Also to show how certain beliefs also stressed the body.

Blind testing rooms full of people in the Southern States of the U.S.A many who considered themselves right wing were amazed to discover that when faced with

Pictures of Martin Luther King and others the muscle test showed no stress. When faced with pictures or words of Hitler, Stalin or Crocodiles the body showed stress.   Our cells Know!

Most of the planet is resonating in a way that continues to feed the shadows and some of us have committed to something more, spending our time embracing the shadows and opening to the gifts of the heart/mind and beyond into pure awareness.

He suggested that one individual resonating with Love is a counterbalance to 750,000 resonating in shadow.The numbers may or may not vary but essentially love brings balance.  Love is the glue and love heals.

I think of our days together in Romania as I write this, we have all been drawn together in this common love of Gene Keys a reason for many of us to travel across the world to join with our soul friends. 300 of usJ! I am so thankful for all of you. Many that I was able to spend time with and others that I could just view from afar and feel your smiles and taste your commitment to the voyage.

Venus was the reason for our gathering and I wonder if the purpose may be even more than we realise?

Who knows what balance our togetherness brought to the world.

Perhaps our days together have prevented even greater tragedy. I often feel I am like a honey bee, there is a reason for me to go somewhere and a purpose.

I wonder if the honey bee knows anything beyond collecting nectar?   Perhaps collecting nectar is its’ reason but I wonder if it knows anything about its’ purpose of pollination?

I am sure that we hear the inner call as a higher purpose of pollination. We are supporting ourselves/each other, the beloved calls to us, clearing the field, making way for consciousness to flow, opening the portals of love and truth and freedom, making it more available for others who may wish to step through. And like the honey bee I do not need to think of this,I just follow my beloved errant feet taking me to meetings and sharings with others who are pollinating the field with love.

So now…after all that…I going to have a croissant, a great cup of coffee and tonight a fine glass of wine to honour the exaltation of spirit/ the Joie De Vivre that I am sure is at the heart of all ParisiensJ:)

May we all continue to walk each other home.

In loving regard

Tanmayo

http://www.stankovuniversallaw.com/2012/01/the-map-of-consciousness-hawkins-scale/

Pluto and the Love Channel

Pluto and the Love Channel

Pluto and the Love Channel. July 14th2015

Today we are the closest we have been to Pluto with a NASA flyby.

Many cosmic visionaries (Including this one:) feel that things have changed. Things always change in the inner realms first, Or as the old mediums used to say ‘everything changes first in spirit’. This also suggests that it is changing in your energy field, in your aura and filtering through your cells. You have all been part of this shift.

Every single tear you have shed and painful experience that you have had the courage to move through, has been your gift and continues to be your gift to the shift. Every smile, every heartfelt moment, every moment of fun and laughter, brings your uniqueness to the whole.

Together we have been activating and actualizing our gifts, sharing our hearts and invoking our essence. Shining as the stars that we are.

PlutoSince “New Horizons”  was launched in 2006 the world has changed there is more awakening happening and more people power available than ever before. “The Media” does not report it but you can feel it in your heart. Pluto has been demoted as a planet then re-instated and now being clearly ‘seen’ but what is being seen is only the outer skin.

This is a beautiful metaphor for what is happening here. You have been ‘labeled’, mis-labeled and relabeled. These are all labels that are assigned to you … they are not you! Just like Pluto regardless of how someone ‘classes’ you, at the core you are still exactly yourself.

The qualities and essence of a planet can only be recognised by someone who recognises essence. Pluto is the outer most planet in our solar system and we are pushing the boundaries beyond what we know. Moving beyond into unknown territory.

This is the axis point for the shift to occur. The cosmic gateway to the next evolutionary cycle!

Pluto serves awakening, drags you, sometimes kicking and screaming down into the underworld to face the demons and peel away all the masks, giving power to the resurrection of our collective soular selves.

One of the major challenges right now is to realise the new reality that you are living in. YOU are not the same you as you were yesterday or last year. YOU…all of you who have been on voyages of awakening, facing the fears and breathing your way through the shadows, YOU are expanding! Your field of vision has greater clarity. The capacity you have to ‘listen’ is becoming more refined.

The expansion often brings with it rebound, where some small deficiency or inadequacy pops up and like an elastic band the energy field jumps back into contraction. Only this time it feels more intense, acutely painful as you have experienced the joy and bliss of your vitality. It is here that you must see immediately that you are identified with an old program. Life in the expanded field is fresh and
Full of promise, the small self then contracts back into the known territory of the shadow, keeping you small. BREATHE … Remember … call in your support … Essence … Grace … Love … whatever is true for you… let the breath go all the way to your belly… Sloowww … smile… as you have caught the thief red handed trying to steal your juice !!

The ‘work’ now is to watch your habits. Inquiry and digging can also become a habit. Pluto also brings relief as the golden nectar within is revealed.

We have wonderful opportunities to ‘get aligned” aligned with the greater good that we know we are.If the habits of mind reappear we can simply change the channel!

stock-footage-old-radio-tuning Just like the channel on the TV or Radio you can change the mind chatter. If you notice the ‘habits’ you might
also notice there is no real energy to support them anymore! You have been doing your inner work … give yourself a break … Breathe … Laugh … it has no power over you. The energy of the habit that kept you in its grip, contracted in spirit and tight in your body has gone! It is the fading memory, just a noise…let it pass, no need to identify with it.

Instead take heart from this Bruce Lipton quote.

“We are “self-biologists” who create with the thoughts in our minds the love potions that control the cells and tissues in our body.” So love yourself…let love pour through.

Or as Mike Dooley says’  ‘ Thoughts become things !”

Feelings have a powerful resonance they are magnetizing things into your field. So watch how you are feeling and the thoughts that support it.

Tune in to the Love Channel.

Love is the frequency that draws to you all that you truly want to experience. So when you lose your alignment … those moments when the habits of mind try to resurrect their authority over you … Switch to the Love Channel. You can do it!

Those of you who have been exploring Human Design or Gene Keys know your own paths of transformation through the streams of consciousness and today I am going to invite us all to put our attention on a specific key. You may not have this key in your chart but we have access to all 64 in our Light Codes. These are collective archetypes and we are all familiar with them whether we have direct access through G. K or H.D or not.

So today I am asking you to put some focus or contemplation on the 58th Key. This is the path of transformation from the shadow of Dissatisfaction (with a capital D:) through the gift of Vitality to the essential state of Bliss.
Bliss is the Siddhi the Divine Gift.

If you are at all interested in spirituality or self-improvement you probably have heard this over
“From Stress to Bliss” If you are at all interested in spirituality or self-improvement you probably have heard this over and over again — the mind is the problem. Out of this truth countless systems have been born — meditations, practises, affirmations and modalities — all with the single purpose of helping you transcend the mind and find inner fulfilment. Although it is indeed true that the mind is the root of the problem, there is great danger of directly confronting the mind because it is such a slippery mechanism. The problem with the mind is that it hankers after self-improvement, the very core of the 58th Shadow. It wants more than anything to give you the feeling that you can do something to bring about the state of joy. Unfortunately, in this respect, anything you do — any technique, any system, any strategy — can only bring about continued dissatisfaction! The 58th Shadow stirs up a great genetic pressure within human beings, the pressure to improve something or to be of service in some way. Dissatisfaction is an energy frequency aimed entirely at the future. When not agitated, this Gene Key manifests its natural state — that of vitality and joy. This is what is so hugely ironic about the 58th Shadow. It provokes you to seek happiness in the outside world only to bring you to the conclusion that you cannot pro- duce the state of joy because it already exists inside you.” he 58th Shadow creates the illusion of the future. The real joke is that in being driven outwards in our quest for fulfilment, we human beings actually improve the world and help it to gradually become more synthesised. In other words, it is your very dissatisfaction that is of the greatest service to the whole.

When we examine the 52nd Shadow of Stress in conjunction with the 58th Shadow of Dis- satisfaction, we learn that these two codes programme human beings on a trans-genetic level. In other words, they reinforce each other through the collective morphogenetic field. The more dissatisfied human beings there are on our planet, the more powerful this Shadow frequency becomes. Ironically, this is why the population explosion has led to vast improvements in the quality of our lives. In our modern world of today, the search for personal satisfaction and fulfilment has become practically universal. It is extraordinary to consider that our search for fulfilment creates and compounds the very stress it seeks to end. This is precisely how evolution operates — it makes us miserable, and in our quest to end our misery we unwittingly evolve.

For the individual, the 58th Shadow does a great service. It stirs up the quiet waters of your inner lake so that you must try to find some kind of peace.”Richard Rudd from the Gene Keys Book (A 21st century transmission for those on the evolutionary path, soon to be available in many languages.) www.genekeys.com for your free chart, or www.amazon.com

So without saying too much more let us take some time in the next weeks to, witness, notice and enter into some open self -inquiry to see how often we are allowing ourselves to be in the frequency of the shadow of Dissatisfaction and how long do we stay there? The gift, which is actually our life force, our Vitality, is only a breath away. Anything that we are experiencing need only be in the moment unless we are stuck in the story.

We have to start telling ourselves a different story. We are expanding into the embodiment of or Essential -Soular–Selves. We must also invite forgiveness and compassion for ourselves and others along with oceans of laughter!

We might ask ourselves are we on the ‘Love Channel’ is the DJ the ‘Angel of Humour’ or have we lost the frequency and cannot quite find the station…and that is ok…every experience is the right one in any moment, the shadows are there to show us what happens when we are out of alignment. Knowing where you are, you can make your way back. Back, to a supportive, loving, inner environment.

Letting go of a situation is simply to withdraw your thoughts and feelings from the situation. The situation cannot be changed…but how you view it or engage with it can. Breathing in the present moment, whilst looking at the situation we can see our dissatisfaction! Dissatisfied that it happened the way it did! It did not fit our picture. Did not match with our beliefs, was less than we expected….so …Dissatisfied Again! Some situations are extremely challenging but they do not define you! All victims and victimisers are playing a role! We are all perfect mirrors. Some that we see through immediately and others need time.

Vitality returns with our willingness to return to love to see the whole situation and the people in it attuned to the Love Channel. YOU INCLUDED !!

Let it go…it might take a moment or hours or even days…the more you practice forgiveness and compassion the faster you will be able to let go.

So Beloveds…the steps for the next month are…Breathe…stop again and again and Breathe …slow deep breaths. Set the alarm on your watch to buzz every couple of hours so you can check in with where you are.

Vitality is here now not in the past and not in the future.

So change the channel and change the story. The Station is Love and the story is compassion and forgiveness. With, each breath release the resistance that is creating the inner disturbance and breathe in divine grace.

Align yourself with the love.

In loving friendship
Tanmayo